I can't hide   Myself from this terrible   Feeling of   Frustration that finally   Led me out   Of reality, leaving   Me without strenght   How can I face myself?   It's growing   Inside my ming   A threath I can no define   This strange feeling screams   Deafening as a Horn   Since the day I was born   Shall I stop   And try to face it   Burning in stifling heat?   I'm on my knees   What the hell is that thing?   It is unrelenting   This is the sad story   Of a boy in love with apathy   But feel no mercy with friends   The boy will ask for help until the end of time   I'm feeling sad   I'm feeling sick   I'm feeling bad   But I'm too weak to face this decline   It is always by my side   This feeling's driving me mad   And now I can only implore   But they don't want to gibe me the love   I'm begging for   In their eyes   I can see   The spite and the growing anger toward me   But what else can I do for them?   I do my best, it's true   I'm not able to live on my own   So please just leave me alone.   What the hell can I do for them   If I don't feel ashamed?   This is the sad story   Of a boy in love with apathy