When the day begins all the guilt sinks in   And I look on the wreckage of the night   Though I try to break free, the cycle breaks me   Am I ever gonna see the light?      All the friends I've lost and the pain I've caused   Have never been enough just to make me stop   The lines I draw to look at myself   Are turning into somebody else      I know how this will end   But I'm starting up again   Turned around, inside out   'Cause this way      Takes me nowhere   (I can't, can't see a way out)   Takes me nowhere   (I can't, can't see a way out)   Takes me nowhere   (I can't, can't see a way out)   Beats me up      When I go there   (I know I could start again)   When I go there   (Oh no, here we go again)   Takes me nowhere   (Oh no, here we go again)   Beats me up      Open on this scene a familiar dream   Of you telling me what I already know   Though the truth seems near, you can't get there from here   But you sure know where you gotta go      As the rumor wind blows, my infamy grows   Seeing friends above and I hit another low   The picture I paint to look at myself   Is turning into somebody else      I know how this will end   But I'm starting up again   Turned around, inside out   'Cause this way      Takes me nowhere   (I can't, can't see a way out)   Takes me nowhere   (I can't, can't see a way out)   Takes me nowhere   (I can't, can't see a way out)   Beats me up      When I go there   (I know I could start again)   When I go there   (Oh no, here we go again)   Takes me nowhere   (Oh no, here we go again)   Beats me up      But today, if I change   And stop digging my own grave   I will try to set things right   'Cause this way      Takes me nowhere   (I can't, can't see a way out)   Takes me nowhere   (I can't, can't see a way out)   Takes me nowhere   (I can't, can't see a way out)   Beats me up      When I go there   (I know I could start again)   When I go there   (Oh no, here we go again)   Takes me nowhere   (Oh no, here we go again)   Beats me up