i knew this fit together too perfectly.   i struggled with some problems that were made by me.   i knew it was too good to be true.   so why am i not surprised it started with you?   why are you so difficult?   i only wanted you there and no one else.   i'm getting tired of these moods.   and no, i don't follow you.   it all fell apart right in my hands,   and i'm waiting for you to change your mind again.   though i'd like to be happy all the time.   dave would like to think otherwise.   it wasn't about fun,   as it changed for the worst,   and you fought no one.