I lost all I had that April day   I turn to my friends   Nothing to say      I wrote down a name   And read it twice   I wallow in shame      I said, that I love eternal schemes   I cling to my past   Like childish dreams      I promised to stay   And held my breath   I went far away      I see roots beneath my feet   Led me through wastelands of deceit   Rest your head now, don't you cry   Don't ever ask the reason why      Kept inside our idol race   Ghosts of an idol's false embrace   Rest your head now, don't you cry   Don't ever ask the reason why