Swallowing, self imposed   compensated pieces of what I know   Breathing, letting go   one day at a time is still to slow      I have not lived like this   gonna shape another one, will I miss?   I have not felt like this   everyday gets longer now   what if I should miss      It comes around   beats me again   it comes AROUND      I've painted pictures for so long,   but I can't stand myself so   would you carry me?   Please can you tell me where I've gone   I can't stand myself so   would you carry me?      Crawling, no more floor   though she's jaded me I still need more   Rotting from the core   impatiently waiting what's in store      Stare at me - eye to eye   comfort me - as I cry   Bury me - when I die   Carry Me