My life's scars run so deep   Deep as in before birth   Some things just won't ever change   Feed myself some more pain      Bad memories of childhood   Corrupting innocence   Not teaching me, misleading me   Leaving me on my own      Why questioning? No answering   This shit's just so fucked up   Ignoring my own personal   Self characteristics      Why no one was there to look after me   Torn in between myself   Lost everything taken away from me   Words they can't hear, deaf to hear      Born out of somebody's audacity   Not given a fair chance   Lies spoken in words that I do not know   Pain teaching me suffering      I can't ignore my feelings   My own hostility   Wearing my hate on my face   Look into my eyes      How in the world could you take care of me?   You could not care for you   I'm left with these horrible memories   Time easing me, freeing me      Rise out of my conscious suppression   And ask what the fuck? What for?   Truth wakes in me from my experience   Laugh wondering what it means      Do not create so blindly   Better your offerings   Lives are at stake   Don't deny us the future      Powers beyond in our hands   Ask yourself what it means   Never forget to look deep   Finding thyself      Laws I was reborn with   God-like in character   Choice to create   I will not make that choice      Severing of my blood   Extinction of my flesh   By my own hand   I can't deceive myself      Childhood wars, I suffered through them, my institution   Some pain will last like time unchanged   Cannot forget, lost in illusion, trapped in confusion   Stress overwhelms my peace of mind      I was born from demons   From souls so far from peace   Ask where they came from   Woke with them, spoke with them      They too came from demons   Where can we all find peace?   Life should mean so much more   Peace will come when we sleep      To live is to suffer tragically   My life is complete hell, infliction   I know I am not alone, suffering   We all have our own shit, infliction      Grasping of all meaning inside myself   What we must all endure   Constant awakening of what my spirit brings   Breathe from my strength, child of ignorance      Living in infliction, multiplied misery   Just part of birth, this is the consequence   What do I ask myself? This shit's just got to change   Some pain will last, living in infliction