I wish I can have you here alone in my clutches   To remove the excuses from your mind   To part that haze and slice your soul in pieces   To sing you a lullaby as I tie you to the slab      To shave your head with a dulling razor   As you watch the splattered mirror above you   To break your ribs individually with a rock hammer   To shatter your shin bones with a shovel      To burn your fingers and toes   To a necrotic black flickering nitrogen   To crack your teeth with a splintered club   To pierce with your limbs with a nail gun      To silence your cry, to let them in your eyes   To sharpen my favorite slicing device   And take your arms at the elbow   To keep you alive for a few moments longer      To smell your fear   To cover your body with kisses and kerosene   To watch you burn as my human sacrifice   To hear you scream in agony      The popping of your flesh cracking as it cooks   To feel your child smile, the one you betrayed   The one you took for nothing, for selfishness   In a perfect world I would get my wish