I tried to tell you   There's something dead in me   Love lies in moments   Still I cannot grasp one fragment   I can tell you nothing   Answers don't exist   Floors, walls my own asylum   Shades my eyes from all of this      And I kill the one that you loved   Soiled, shaded   But the knife will cut the same skin   Now I still grasp my heart   I can't graze the sadness surface   I'm so tired      I tried to feel it   Guilt wouldn't come to me   Blood soiled pillows   Sheets writhing in agony   I tried to make you feel it   You just wouldn't heal   Skin cold ends the nightmare   Sun seems brighter than before      And I kill the one you loved   Soiled, shaded   But the knife will cut the same skin   Now I still grasp my heart   I can't graze the sadness surface   I'm so tired      Talk shit   It seems to go with you fine   Living up to it when I lie   Can't stand to stare with these dead   Eyes   Turning in the badge cause you can't   Sell the image   Living with another god   He'll tell you he's mine   So you know I don't like you   Still I think you're the best      You can't find the day   So when should I take the bare   Beatings   When I'm alone   See if I can find it   Take it away all the pain cause i'm   Sorry   Can't feel any worse but I'm sure I will   Seems like no one cares but it's all   Right   Find another way   Your savior suits you.