We both know that I shouldn't be here   This is wrong   And baby it's killing me, it's killing you   Both of us trying to be strong   I've got somewhere else to be   Promises to keep   Someone else who loves me   And trusts me fast asleep   I've made up my mind   There is no turning back   She's been good to me   And she deserves better than that       Chorus:   It's the hardest thing   I'll ever have to do   To look you in the eye   And tell you I don't love you   It's the hardest thing   I'll ever have to lie   To show no emotion   When you start to cry   I can't let you see   What you mean to me   When my hands are tied   And my hearts not free   We're not meant to be   It's the hardest thing   I'll ever had to do   To turn around and walk away   Pretending I don't love you       I know that we'll meet again   Fate has a place and time   So you can get on with your life   I've got to be cruel to be kind   Like Dr. Zhivago   All my love I'll be sending   And you will never know   There can be no happy ending       Chorus       Maybe another time, another day   As much as I want to, I can't stay   (Ooh)   I've made up my mind   There is no turning back   She's been good to me   And she deserves better than that       Chorus       I don't want to live a lie   What can I do