Its been so long since youve been here   And Im dying, is there something you would like to say?   Just drop the present on the shelf by the flowers   And make the feeling go away   Looking back I cant recall who was listening   When I used to walk the streets at night   Like a bird that used to sing, I was flying   I was happy all the time and its hard to look back      Better days and diffrent ways i cant explain    another song to sing it all was simplified   Dont know now whats it's about,   What have i learned to live without?   It takes a day to live a life      I cant believe the way the world is   So diffrent   Look what the lines in my face have made   Living in my bed im right next to the road   The one that goes the other way, takes me to a diffrent place      Did you know that i was just as young as you   I had a job, a home, a family, and a car   Did you say that yesterday or just right now?   You'll never know the feeling of my bleeding heart