I could have been with someone   I could have been alone   I could have lived without you   But would I have lived at all      I could have been with someone   I could have been alone   I could have lived without you   But would I have lived at all   I'm addicted to all that you do      The demon inside my head is you   You bring me up, bring me down, pull me through   You squeeze my last breath I'm turning blue   Better to die than to live without you      I could have lived tomorrow   I choose to die today   I need each fragment of you   In some masochistic way      I could of walked away from   >From everything I've known   I could have been with someone   I could have been alone      I'm addicted to all that you do      The demon inside my head is you   You bring me up, bring me down, pull me through   You squeeze my last breath I'm turning blue   Better to die than to live without you      Time again I find myself at your door   You're the drug I'm sweating and I need more   Lay me down won't you purify my soul   Use me up and swallow me whole.      Better to die than to live without you.