ps23      waking up screaming by nightmares that haunts me   darkness surrounds me and fills up my soul   people say i'm dumb   but i just feel numb   'cause the madness that fills me   just can't let me be      searching the power to resist   cutting wounds in my wrist   pain in my flesh sets me free   from the pain that isn't me   pain in   pain out      cutting myself   in rage of my mind   misery and blame   is exceeding the pain   yes I feel the pain   but itÂ's a pain that I can recognize      feeling life      abhorent strife      a single drop of blood   is pouring from a vein   a wish that it will take   away from me this pain   Â'cause no one understands   this pain in my soul      GodÂ's grace is all you need