The rain falls on the righteous and the wicked   Mine is not to reason why this is   In this I rest in this I find my refuge   That my thoughts and ways are not His   I spend my life on looking up the answers   It's rare that I can't find a reason why   But reasons fail at children without mothers   His plan is more than I can know      Have you ever held in doubt   What this life is all about   Have you questioned all these things that seem important to us   Do you really wanna know   Or are you a little scared   You're afraid that God is not really exactly what you'd have Him be   What should I hold to and what should I do   How do I know if anything's true   I'm somewhere in-between Canaan and Egypt   A place called the wilderness      I'm not one who always trusts their feelings   I don't believe in what you'd call blind faith   But faith that you can do all that you promised   And you said it all works for good   It's safe to say I don't see the big picture   I can't see the forest for the trees   And if five hundred lives   Were mine to get to know   You all could be spent on just this      God do you really understand what it's like to be a man   Have You ever felt the weight of loving all the things you Hate   Have You struggled have you worried   How can You sympathize      I have spoken too soon put my hand over my mouth   I can't contend with You   Your ways are so much higher   And we pass through the fire that Christ endured before us   When You were in the wilderness