I'm thinking over it   I think too much   It hinders my spirit   when there's never enough   Shell-game sleight of hand   To wish for something more   Honest husbands, cheating wives   Generous buyers, greedy stores   "I'll get through it, I'll get through it"   I'll say it ten times over: "I'll get through it, I'll get through it"   "I'm better than this"   That's what anchors me (I mean it weighs me down)   Can't give thanks to fear, can't say no to crowds   Guess I'll just play dumb (shouldn't be too hard : )   Peaceful people, violent guns   Sober drivers, drunken cars   I'm better than nothing and nothing is better than this