It's a conscious decision   And I can't hide my feelings within it   I can't find the words to say to you...   Tonight      Let's start from the beginning   When I was young and you were still forgiving   When I could lose my mind and find a way...   To put it right      I can't disguise the way I'm feeling when we start to fight   I say it over and over but I just can't get through      And I can't hide the rush I feel when you look in my eyes   I'm thinking over and over and over about you      It's no consolation   But I got caught up in the situation   I can't find a way to hold you close...   Enough tonight      There's no real decisions   I'll stay right here 'till I can find the reasons   'Till I can work it out and keep you here...   For just tonight      I can't disguise the way I'm feeling when we start to fight   I say it over and over but I just can't get through      And I can't hide the rush I feel when you look in my eyes   I'm thinking over and over and over about you      I can't disguise the way I'm feeling when we start to fight   I say it over and over but I just can't get through      And I can't hide the rush I feel when you look in my eyes   I'm thinking over and over and over about you