Ducking through the wave   he's closing his eyes   cleansing his brain of a sensory   holding all his breath   collecting his thoughts   to focus on a goal   i'm under and going down   Fooled by the foam   setting himself free   but the saltwater chokes   robbing him of his feed   he's growling numb to this   or is this bliss   can he be blind to   whats he hiding from   his brain can't remember   that memories never fade   question never answered   what was the purpose   or his self inflicting pain   I'm under and going down