Darling stop confusing me    With your wishful thinking   Hopeful embraces    Don't you understand?    I have to go through this    I belong to here where    No-one cares and no-one loves   No light no air to live in   A place called hate    The city of fear    I play dead    It stops the hurting   I play dead    And the hurting stops    It's sometimes just like sleeping    Curling up inside my private tortures   I nestle into pain    Hug suffering    Caress every ache   I play dead,    It stops the hurting