I have allways been different I like to be,   but every time they got something to say to me.   One day I had to be, I made a different me,   but got trouble next day I went to school, you see.   Two big fellows, which don't much about like in me   put me in to the games where I don't wanna be.   In other words no one don't like me there.   Sometimes I really care. I can't be myself.   Then one day I didn't meet the chosen one.   I took a gun, party's just begun.   Inside of me there still lives a part of me,   it put me back to the Earth, where I belong to be.   I get along well with this feeling in my mind.   If I should say something, I would say nothing   'cause I'll kiss my only friend what I've got, ever had   but still I can't, I can't be myself.   I'm gonna the way I wanna be,   nobody wanna talk with me, no.   Do I have to be, or let my feelings free?   Take a look at me, the way I wanna be.   I made decisions right, my feelings came from inside,   I took a drug ride, I felt part of me died.   My life turned from that good to that very bad.   There were only me, my pipe 'n' those drugs I had.   One day I just will be, I'm gonna be real me,   I think I cannot be, I can't be myself.