Looking for a light   Just a little sunshine for my soul   I'm sick of everything   And I don't want to die here   In this hole   Oh no      It's always give and take   Mend and break put out the fires   That's the way life is   We talk in dreams -   Are we just liars?   I don't want to say when I'm old   I never really tried      I could find another me   You could find another you   Turn this whole thing around   Have a different point of view   If they say it can't be done   They're just scared it might be true   It's just misery loves company   So I'm trying something new   (I've got better things to do)      Don't tell anyone   Keep it to yourself until it's real   And if they ask you why   Tell 'em that it's really no big deal      It's always win or lose   If you choose to be that shallow   That's the way it is   But they don't know   'cause they just follow   I don't want to say to my children   Daddy could have been....      I could find another me   You could find another you   Turn this whole thing around   Have a different point of view   If they say it can't be done   They're just scared it might be true   It's just misery loves company   So I'm trying something new      Well you gotta believe it   Before you can see it   And if you can't even dream it   Then you'll never unleash it   And if you say it, better mean it   If you really wanna be it   Yeah you you gotta believe it   Oh before you can see it      It's always win or lose   If you choose to be that shallow   That's the way it is   But they don't know   'cause they just follow   I don't want to say to my children   You know Daddy could have been....      I could find another me   You could find another you   Turn this whole thing around   Have a different point of view   If they say it can't be done   They're just scared it might be true   It's just misery loves company   So I'm trying something new