the door is closed   the lock is latched and i'm the first to have my   fingers under this one   could anyone see them?   i got both hands on the knob   pulling as hard as i can   please don't move me   so i pull my collar high   too slow to move any pace i try   could April come any sooner?   I'm packed and I'm pacing around   can't wait for tomorrow   I'm marking out the   days coming up   so far away and we're still here   are we coming back down?   these year long hours   clock ticking backwards   RVA grew dark and grey for the winter   this time I'm breaking out   say goodbye to yesterday