I don?t want to leave this time   Feel the pressure exploding in my head   See the guilt resting in my eyes      I never wanted to leave you when you needed me   Leave you when you needed me   I?m doing the best I can now to leave the rest behind      And I think that I?m drowning   In the warm California sun   And I?ve never felt so alone before   Got to find a way to get back home      The empty shade of blue   A cruel reminder in this now   Reveals a pain in you      I never wanted to leave you when you needed me   Leave you when you needed me   I?m doing the best I can now to leave the rest behind      And I think that I?m drowning   In the warm California sun   And I?ve never felt so alone before   Got to find a way to get back home      And I think that I?m drowning   In the warm California sun   And I think that I?m drowning   Got to find a way to get back home      There?s no one here that understands me   I need the love of my family to keep going on      And I think that I?m drowning   In the warm California sun   And I?ve never felt so alone before   Got to find a way to get back home      And I think that I?m drowning   In the warm California sun   And I think that I?m drowning   Got to find a way to get back home      Got to find a way to get back home   Got to find a way to get back home   I think I?m drowning   I think I?m drowning