My memories told me   In a dream once   That you've spent a quiet night in our past   A past still bleeding with questions   The answers too often ignored   … my torture.      I let the stars    Witness the honesty   I am true to the lie   That I'll never be …   I'll take a breath   To breathe you into me   I won't ever let it go   'til you come back to me      I lied when you asked me what I wanted   A fateful blow to my own heart   I didn't know    A tap on the shoulder just a shadow   Delusions far too much to bear upon you      I let the stars    Witness the honesty   I am true to the lie   That I'll never be …   I'll take a breath   To breathe you into me   I won't ever let it go   'til you come back to me