Well I can't believe what I've done   Unlock the door to my secret place   thrust onto me with arrows to my heart   the inevitable, my soul's ripped apart      Fascination once again controls me   It's like a wish, a dream, a nightmare-before me   The fears of the joy torture my emotion   Why can't this bliss last forever more?      And I, can't stand the thought of life   spent without your wicked eyes   spent without our precious fights   spent without your tainted lies   spent without a restless night      I dwell upon the moment when you beg for a kiss   hesitaion...I know what it is   It runs in circles in my mind   Which man to blame in me? I'll never find...      And I, can't stand the thought of life   spent without your wicked eyes   spent without our precious fights   spent without your tainted lies   spent without a restless night   spent without your love in mine...      Share this poison with me...