I've kept it bottled up inside   This pain … unforgivng   The imperfection is much too shy   To dominate me, control me   I see it's much too late      I bitch from head to toe about this sweet embrace   And how it faltered   The wickedness that followed as the 'we' turned 'I'   Finally overflowed      Taking the time to call out the tears   Waiting for it to fall, all the years   Pushing for me to leave it all behind   Forcing me to believe I'll never find      Painting over your name in blood   To set the permanence free   Though I cut the scars to mask the scars you left behind   It still lingers      Taking the time to call out the tears   Waiting for it to fall, all the years   Pushing for me to leave it all behind   Forcing me to believe I'll never find