I saw the one I loved and lost last night again   I smiled and said hello, like we were still old friends   Don't pity me, it never matter anyhow   But oh, if she could see me now      If she could see me now, now, the night life's gone   How sad I really look without my party face on   The way I just give up, sit down and cry out loud   But oh, if she could see me now      I'm first at every party and the last to leave   And no one sees the hurt that's deep inside of me   I drink too much and say who wants her anyhow   But oh, if she could see me now      If she could see me now, when the night life's gone   How sad I really look without my party face on   The way I just give up, sit down and cry out loud   But oh, if she could see me now