I am awake   Finally unafraid   My dues are paid   Gone are the days I displayed      No rhyme because good times could go too quickly   No reason pleased only by love   No understanding of this human species   But where I was    Begged a why with no because      And I'm exactly what I used to be afraid I'd become   And I'm exactly where I used to be afraid I'd belong      I feel like I reflect as if I've entered yesteryear   When just yesterday I appeared to be   Somebody with no fears   Of ever growing up   I loved being stuck   Sometimes I wish I was there      Life's not over   Its finally mine to own   My fears of the fall are gone   I had no idea   Still just me now   Anticipation of the worst was simply wrong   And I belong