Here always looking in   Meet you from the outside   That's just how it's been   Surreal existence isn't clear   Occupy the time waste away the years   A thousand miles connected by a line   Feeling helpless when we argue hang up all the time   Call you back I know you're there talk to the machine   Pictures painted clearly I'm still on the outside   Again brought down to my knees   Fought for resolution L.A. girl you quit   Forget conquered all the demons time to plant new seeds   Staring at the ocean   So believe me when I say that I'm sincere   My dreams will take me where I want to go from here   To you I bid a fond farewell the strength to walk alone   This picture's painted clearly I'm still on the outside