She spent her nights   Next to years of deception   And he sees a girl to him fifty summers ago   And again his hands tearin' apart      Sometimes I felt that   When the grass was always greener   And the sadness in the sun can turn it blue      Take a swing up to the sky   And never watch it pass you by   The carpets rollin' out for you      You hold the reins   And I still have control   And I don't know   What I would do without you      Another room, another face   I smell the anger in this place   And I'm not hangin' to survive      My chair sits high, the ceiling's low   There's nowhere else for me to go   I'll rot right here until the day I die