People think I'm carzy   in a schizophrenic   state of mind   mother Mary save me   from my darkest hour come   alive      In decline   beyond this tortured mind   I feel intoxicated   desolated      Images of evil   scenes of suffering   inside my head   I'm falling into pieces   I'll close my eyes      Before I bleed to death   In my dreams   it all becomes my world of fiction   contradictions      Twisted that's what I am   ride the road to ruin   I'm losing stand   don't know what I'm doing   it's slippin' through my hands      Oh Lord won't you help me   help now before   it gets too late   I'm burning down the candle   can't you hold on back   the hands of fate      Through my wreatched visions   mental exhibition   blind confusion   disillusions      [Chorus]      Screamin' out to no one's ears   I suffocate inside my fear   I'm out of control   cause when the light are getting   dim   that's when my soul begs me to   sin   Lord take me home      [Chorus]