Trace the chalk and seize the day so    Those old habits never pass away    Commemerate the conception with    The children's debt the retribution    Deaf to self and mute to mind to find muddled wallowing nebulous blind My crippled confidence chafed away    Without the answers I'm cast astray    My cloud's so thick that I can barely think so reveal to me deadsight deadsight    Trace the tree and the veil will flee me    And now I see with salty eyes    Consistent tragedy persisting in me    This disability's my soul's demise    Deaf to self and left to fry    Muddled wallowing nebulous blind    My crippled confidence is chafed away to stay   With the answers I'm pulled astray    The habits laced embrace me    With a cold, chaotic flinch kiss of old deaths erase me soft, subtle, inch by inch    Upon my face I lie Mesmerized cauterized by the blemishes    Frail bandages Without chance to change    Desperate to rectify imperitive lest to die Imminent reality on pace downglanced closed-faced    Consistent entrancement staring into empty space with an open wound to clean please cleanse me   Is this my time to feel Is this my time to breathe Is this my time to bleed Change the season I'll never live without you    I'll never see without you I'll never change without you truesight.