I cry why, oh, why did my mommy have to die?   Too many questions, no answers confuses my mind   Like what did I do, what did she do, who's to blame   No one understands what I'm going through      So how can I trust what I can't touch and can't see   Believe in love and she's in front of me   Silence in your eyes, my heart so cold   No time for goodbyes, then you leave me alone      So what do I do accept it and carry on?   Or release my anger, until it's gone   Show you and this world exactly   How I feel death in full color      It's never been so real, it's been me and you   It's always been me and you   No matter what we faced, we always made it through   Get out of this dream, do what I gotta do   No one can take your place and I don't want them to      If I could take your place, I would, I would take your pain   Just to see you smile and say my name   Just to hear you laugh and hear you cry   I don't understand, I don't know why      I've never been it this state of mind, life just don't make sense   With you I could move mountains, right now I'm helpless   I guess, you always knew what was best   Believed in your God, till the very last breath      You showed me how strong you can be   If Jesus saved your life, could he do it for me?   I'll lay down my life for you and for Him   Believe God's promise, I'm gonna see you again      Lord here I am but I am no one, believe in Your name   Believe in your Son, if you meet me here I will wait on you   Sacrifice and serve, do what you want me to   I'll take it day by day and sit at your feet      You are strong when I am weak   I seek to keep from going under   Until I hold you again, I'll always wonder      Why did my mommy have to die?   Why did my mommy have to die?   Why did my mommy have to die?   ...