Whatever it is I do, I try to think about you   I have a love for you that nothing hides   Whatever it is I do, I'm only thinking of you   I hope you look at me through patient eyes      I've become amused, I've become blind   I've become what I know not breathes   You seem illiterate to all my emotions   I stand corrected, how well you read      You speak the truth, you speak the me   You feel the love I have yet to find   I know it's there, I know it's there   But I let the sandcastles kill my mind      Pathetic me, I long to be you   I think I'm close but I stand so far   The turbulent one sheds a turbulent tear   I miss the love only 'cause they starve      Oil and water, lust and sympathy   Are life and death my way through the sun?   Where originates all the pain that leaves   My memory a traumatic sponge and sings to you      Well, define my love with attitude   Open up your mind and it will sing to you   You can always tell but I know remorse so well   I left reality early due to the lack of love, reason      Whatever it is I do, I try to think about you   I have a love for you that nothing hides   Whatever it is I do, I'm only thinking of you   I hope you look at me through patient eyes      The channel, a professional liar   How I long to contradict those vibes   Joni, help me, I think I'm falling   It's not for love and I quest the why      I don't know, if I'm right, I'm right   But if I'm wrong, then show me I'm wrong   The fear of pity is always awake   But infinite sympathy is completely gone      It's the windows, the doors   The passage ways to the truth   Oh, my God, it echoes the mind   In total recall as wild as the deuce      It's so deceiving is the clouded heart   So superficial is the open wound   I caress the infinite light   That even at night overshadows the moon   That sings to you      Well, define my love that lives within you   Even when I die, it will sing to you   You can only tell if remorse has done you well   The misconstrued my answers   Thanks to the lack of love, reason      Whatever it is I do, I try to think about you   I seek the sympathy and I can't lie   Whatever it is I do, I'm only thinking of you   I hope you look at me through patient eyes      Whatever it is I do, I try to think about you   I seek the sympathy and I can't lie   Whatever it is I do, I'm only thinking of you   I hope you look at me through patient eyes      Whatever it is I do, I try to think about you   I seek the sympathy and I can't lie   Whatever it is I do, I'm only thinking of you   I hope you look at me through patient eyes