Sunlight coming through the haze    No gaps in the blind    To let it inside    The bed is unmade    Some music still plays      TV, yeah it's always on    The flicker of the screen    A movie actress screams    I'm basking in the shit flowing out of it      I'm stoned in the mall again    Terminally bored    Shuffling round the stores    And shoplifting is getting so last year's thing      X-box is a god to me    A finger on the switch    My mother is a bitch    My father gave up ever trying to talk to me      Don't try engaging me    The vaguest of shrugs    The prescription drugs    You'll never find    A person inside      My face is mogadon    Curiosity    Has given up on me    I'm tuning out desires    The pills are on the rise      How can I be sure I'm here?    The pills that I've been taking confuse me    I need to know that someone sees that    There's nothing left I simply am not here      I'm through with pornography    The acting is lame    The action is tame    Explicitly dull    arousal annulled      Your mouth should be boarded up    Talking all day    With nothing to say    Your shallow proclamations    All misinformation      My friend says he wants to die    He's in a band    They sound like Pearl Jam    The clothes are all black    The music is crap      In school I don't concentrate    And sex is kinda fun    But just another one    Of all the empty ways    Of using up a day      How can I be sure I'm here?    The pills that I've been taking confuse me    I need to know that someone sees that    There's nothing left I simply am not here      Bipolar disorder    Can't deal with the boredom      You don't try to be liked    You don't mind    You feel no sun    You steal a gun    To kill time      You're somewhere, you're nowhere    You don't care    You catch the breeze    You still the leaves    So now where?