You look at me with eyes of admiration as though you'd like to live a life like mine   You just seen me smile with happy conversation   But there's something deep within I must hide   The love that's lived and died inside of me if there was just some way you could see   Would make you scream and cry at the sight just the way I do late at night   Just the way I do late at night      There are some that look at me with envy because I smile a lot just to hide   The hurt I've brought to those that have loved me   But couldn't understand me deep inside   The love that's lived...      Sometimes late at night in the stillnes my mind turns through the pages of my past   Trying some way to find the reason why I couldn't get true love to last   The love that's lived...   (Just the way I do late at night) just the way I do late at night