You heard It's no use trying to make sense it doesn't matter anyway  There's no one worth the pain no reason left to stay  I try to turn it off where did the old me go?  How did I get so far away? I just don't know    Every act of kindness boils down to lust or greed  No one acts from altruism it all comes down to need  There's a monster inside my heart  He tries to tear my world apart  There's a demon inside my head  Tells me I'd be better off dead    I try to turn it off get back to positive  Don't want to drag you down to the street where I live  I try to turn it off get back to happy days  Pull this barrel from my mouth and look for better ways  Every act...    Everything you never tried  Every time you might have lied  Every flaw you tried to hide  Every drop you ever cried  Every time you've been denied  Every tear that ever dried  Everything builds up inside in waves of regret miles wide