Habit's what it's become  seems like I'm alone  no one to love me  a proud man is gone  The one in control  is no longer known  living in a haze  hell I've been shown  I dare not die though  I dare not live  I want to escape  I want to feel good  I need to forget  I need to want  I need to  I need  To think is to be  therefore I am not  living's not the word  applying to me  No longer I can  see what I should do  do with my life  do with myself  I dare not die though  I dare not live  I want to escape  I want to feel good  I need to forget  I need to want  I need to  I need  Now I've lost all hope  to get me of the hook  No prospect for me  Into hell I look  If I cannot find redemption  at least there will be oblivion  I dare not die though  I dare not live  I want to escape  I want to feel good  I need to forget  I need to want  I need to  I need