Shadows of sadness dazzle me deep inside  Tears are falling as the winter capture my mind  Darkness surrounds me as reach out in emptiness  Running through a maze, a desert which holds the pain    The sands that blinds my eyes  Has hurt me deep inside  Entanglement, trust fades away  Nothing to hold besides enduring pain    Merriment has forsaken me  Obscure dreams of degrading times  Countless thoughts possessed by remembrance  Forgiveness, will it cross my path?    Midway in my life journey, I went astray    My heart is filled with fear  As fate shrivelled and shrank    Captured by madness, rigor mortis of the mind  Faith has been ripped apart  Like a heart that's bleeding fast  Innerself keeps burning from visions of the past  A future seen so desperate is there a way to escape  Isolation is consuming me  Struggling a way of life    Mystical illusions  Days of darkness are haunting me  Mystical illusions  Despising the destiny    Mystical illusions  Days of darkness are haunting me    Mystical illusions  Despising the destiny    The endless grief is growing  Like clouds combining  Been shackled in the everlasting past    Shadows of sadness dazzle me deep inside  Tears are falling as the winter capture my mind  Darkness surrounds me as reach out in emptiness  Running through a maze, a desert which holds the pain    Mystical illusions  Days of darkness are haunting me  Mystical illusions  Despising the destiny    Essence of life it all falls apart  Been shackled in the everlasting past