oh if only   grace would hold me  whisper softly   to my heart  tell me   just how hard it is  to live without her   live without her  i can no longer see   beyond this shroud  of grief and suffering   wrapped around me   wrapped around me like   winter's coat  wrapped around me like   winter's coat  I will fall into the shadow  i will die without the light  i will fall into the shadow  i will fall into the night  ill be waiting for your return  even if you dont come home   ill be here  staying up until   night falls on me  and even though i cant  see your face  i can taste   the bitterness of your tears  as they fall onto  every word you read  and bleed back into the seams  When will you come back to me