All I feel nothingness  Rage before my eyes  Nothing to base my life upon  Everything disguised  Total black, just emptiness  Felt inside my head  My choice of life  A life with death  I watch the sky turn red    Locked alone inside a room  I'm counting off the days  My mind is blank, my body's numb  Deceased in every way  Slip into an empty void  To try and find my place  My crippled soul, laid to rest  Death I will embrace    Now that the end looks  As it draws so near  My mind and body get stricken  With terror, death and fear    Lurking terror strikes my mind  Tolls of bells bring on death signs  Horrified madness immolates my soul  Can't escape, is it time to go?    Terror strikes, it blinds my sight  Death flashes all through my mind  Fear is cast, the end is near  Horrified terror, death and fear    Leave my world to try and find  Something I don't know  Unsure I leave my state of mind  Uncertain I should go  Looking for solutions  Many problems I can't solve  Alone I sit back in my chair  And feel my mind dissolve