( Stella Katsoudas/ Howie Beno)  This is how I'm supposed to feel  this is how I'm supposed to feel  about what I do  this is how I relate to you  this is how i get through  oh you think that you think that you know me  oh you think that you think that you know  you put him on a chair and say he's great  and get right down to the god you made  this is how i move on  this is how i've grown up/ this is how i deal  this is the only thing that's real to me  you put him on a chair and say he's great  and get right down to the god you made  you keep him up there so he could save you  and kick him out the very next day  this is the only thing i've got in my life  this is the only way to be alive  this replaces all the people i've never had  this makes me crazy and makes me mad  this is why i don't trust you  this is why i don't trust you