(feat. Jamie Foxx)    [Spoken:]  Whats happening man this T.I.P. you know  I like to dedicate this song to anybody who every lost somebody,  to the grave, to the streets, to the jail cell,  I done been in situations where I done had to Cope with all three you know what I'm saying,  I feel like the only thing I ain't done yet is die you know...  But it ain't how I live when I'm here it's how I live when I leave ya dig    [Chorus:]  Life's up and downs they come and go ....but when I die I hope I live in the sky...All my folks who  Ain't alive I hope they live in the sky.. pray to God when I die that I live in the sky ..It's true what  Goes around comes back you know.. So when I die I hope I live in the sky.. All my folk who ain't survive may  They live in the sky... Tell God I wanna fly and let me live in the sky...    [Verse 1:]  My cousin Toot ain't have to die right in front of his son and his wife  He lost his life struggling over a gun  Give a damn what he done that my motherfucking folk and I love that nigga 'til death no motherfucking joke  I can feel my eyes feeling the Lord is my witness  If I catch em Imma kill em I made it my business  Back in the day you stayed in my business taught I didn't have to corporate yay in my business  Coincidently that's why today you not wit me  My cousin died ova some yay and I miss em  Plus he had his family out let's say she the eye witness  But her boyfriend did the shooting judge gave her life sentence  I heard that now I'm dressed up in all black  Shot up the whole apartments and still and brought back  The best friend I had in Jamel I lost that  I guess your death was a lesson in life it taught me that    [Repeat chorus]    [Verse 2:]  Who ever seen a nigga go to jail sleep 'til day two  Well thats how sick I was when Jay blew  Found out the hard way  That wasn't powder  They was tooting  Over-dosed on heroin died at 22  If you ain't heard about  Daughter she smile just like you  So cute even resorts to violence like you  You know you ya baby mama  Loose but ha what can you do  And I got 4 myself yep it's been a few  Now everything I do is for  King, messiah, deyjah, demani  Lord they all I got so please don't take em from me  From me standing in the  Trap wit coring and sir kap  Laughing at the niggas who serve with no strap  Tell them niggas man yall  Tripping wit no map  Ya robbing ask to borrow my pistol ain't no hap  Me, you, the crew just fell out ova  Dough and a little crack  Never could apologize 'cause you died that's why they saying..    [Repeat chorus]    [Verse 3:]  I bet you niggas thinking that I living it up  'Til you see polices laughing as they picking me up  Went from seeing how many bitches i can fit in the truck  To 3 hots and a cot is you kidding or what fuck how  Many millions I got nigga so what if I'm hot when I got prices on my head  Feds rushing my spot a million  Haters wont me dead force to carry me gat  But you a seven time felon what you doing with that  It's a catch  22 either you lose or lose  That's the way the game structured for real niggas to suffer  And I ain't never  Been a busta alway stood on my feet  Like a man prepared to take what ever coming for me  A pussy nigga  Or polices wit a warrant for me  I'm a "G" prepared to die for whats important to me  Look anybody in the  Eye who say they want it wit me  Put up the house and bet the odds if coming from me  OG's say I need to  Learn and be patient  You telling me wit these seven years of probation  Pistol charges and a host of  Other open cases  If niggas only knew the kind of time I was facing  I tried to keep to myself but  Sometime I couldn't take it  Got 4 kids wit smiles on they faces  Mean more to me than my crown and my bracelet  Take that away from me and my life is butt naked    [Repeat chorus]