I'm packed and I'm holding   I'm smiling, she's living, she's golden   She lives for me, says she lives for me   Ovation, her own motivation   She comes round and she goes down on me   And I make her smile, like a drug for you   Do ever what you wanna do, coming over you   Keep on smiling, what we go through   One stop to the rhythm that divides you   And I speak to you like the chorus to the verse   Chop another line like a coda with a curse   Come on like a freak show takes the stage   We give them the games we play, she said...   I want something else, to get me through this   Semi-charmed kinda life, baby, baby   I want something else, I'm not listening when you say good-bye   The sky was gold, it was rose   I was taking sips of it through my nose   And I wish I could get back there, someplace back there   Smiling in the pictures you would take   Doing crystal meth, will lift you up until you break   It won't stop, I won't come down   I keep stock with the tick-tock rhythm, I bump for the drop   And then I bumped up, I took the hit that I was given   Then I bumped again, then I bumped again   I said...   How do I get back there, to the place where I fell asleep inside you   How do I get myself back to the place where you said...   I want something else, to get me through this   Semi-charmed kinda life, baby, baby   I want something else, I'm not listening when you say good-bye   I believe in the sand beneath my toes   The beach gives a feeling, an earthy feeling   I believe in the faith that grows   And the four right chords can make me cry   When I'm with you I feel like I could die   And that would be all right, all right   And when the plane came in, she said she was crashing   The velvet it rips in the city, we tripped on the urge to feel alive   Now I'm struggling to survive, those days you were wearing that velvet dress   You're the priestess, I must confess   Those little red panties they pass the test   Slide up around the belly, face down on the mattress   One   And you hold me, and we're broken   Still it's all that I wanna do, just a little now   Feel myself, head made of the ground   I'm scared, I'm not coming down   No, no   And I won't run for my life   She's got her jaws now, locked down in a smile   But nothing is all right, all right   And I want something else, to get me through this life   Baby, I want something else   Not listening when you say...   Good-bye, good-bye, good-bye   Good-bye   The sky was gold, it was rose   I was taking sips of it through my nose   And I wish I could get back there   Someplace back there, in the place we used to start   I want something else    these lyrics are last corrected by Jenny Murder