Our little boy is four years old  and quite a little man  so we spell out the words we don't  want him to understand  like T-O-Y or maybe S-U-R-P-R-I-S-E  but the words we're hiding from him now  tear the heart right out of me,    our D-I-V-O-R-C-E becomes final today  me and little J-O-E  will be going away  I love you both   and this will be pure H-E- double L for me  oh I wish that we could stop this D-I-V-O-R-C-E    Watch him smile  he thinks its christmas  or his 5th birthday  and he thinks C-U-S-T-O-D-Y   spells fun or play  I spell out all the hurtin' words  and turn my head when I speak  'cos i can't spell away this hurt   thats dripping down my cheek    our D-I-V-O-R-C-E becomes final today  me and little J-O-E  will be going away  I love you both   and this will be pure H-E- double L for me  oh I wish that we could stop this D-I-V-O-R-C-E    these lyrics are submitted by Alison