Everytime i'm left alone  My misery begins to drown me  Tied by a rope of anxiety  Thrown overboard  As i'm pulled under the tides of this fast paced world  I refuse to see  Time will always be the thing that kills me truly  Open these eyes waking from a dream feigning  My lungs filled with letdown  Disappointment in self and everyone  Expectation died in failure  Abandonment my unsavior  Absolution at the sight of your demise  I know what I must do  Choke  Die choking on your every word  Swallow every blasphemy  Eat out your heart and make it bleed  Tie the noose around my neck  Make this life end    these lyrics are submitted by Kola Wali