You look straight thru me, I see no reflection  You cut deep inside of me, I stitch my own infection  Grey is the sunshine that burns my skin  Grey is your rush I think your empty within  Fingernails cracked dried blood flows slow  In this world its time to walk away  Hey old friend its been a long time  I've been better, but thank you  Tomorrows yesterdays fades fast  Faster, then gives way, I've been better, but thank you  Look in thru windows, trying to see you  Haven't slept in two days, I wanna be you  Looking at pictures, I see you smiling  You look so happy and I feel like dying  I read your diary your secrets now dead  I cut your name deep the ink is so red  A black Sunday loss as I clutch a cross  Until I die, our love is never lost  I'm not like you