I'm losing contact  Forgetting what is real  Able to touch, but not able to feel  It's easier, to shut out everyone  I'm chasing after my newest distraction to escape it all    My God, oh, my God  What have I become?   The self-addicted one  My God, oh, my God  You never failed me  You're what I need    So often, I'm the sleeping prayer  More often, I'm the weeping betrayer  Sometimes I play the martyr, become the traitor  The humbled sinner  Has never been a role I knew to play    My God, oh, my God  What have I become?   The self-addicted one  My God, oh, my God  You never failed me  You're what I need    Treason  A pound of flesh is the debt  Leaving a crippled man  I'll give You all I have left  A straining outstretched hand  Is it enough?  Reach down  Take me back    My God, oh, my God  What have I become?   The self-addicted one  My God, oh, my God  You never failed me  You're what I need    these lyrics are submitted by [:Sam Marie:]