[jD][Verse1]  Force feed my fingertips  Till the red runs tide  I’m tired of trying to hide  Tear my skin off I’m trying to die  From long nights to day break  I believe in suicide  Maybe it’s my stupid side  I don’t know what to write  I’m sorry   I’m sorry  Believe what you want I’m sorry  I tried but I’m a squealer  Woke up  In my own throw up  Scribbled words in my vomit  Drew a sailboat through the current  Over peaks of stomach acid  Through the hydrochloric mist  I sailed there passed out on a sea vomit  And I loved it  Could hardly breathe   At peace   The taste  Well  I loved it    [jD][Chorus]  Shades of gray amber skies  Deep blue sea's static lines  Snow blankets the shores  Hide the drugs in the floor  Sleigh rides on the Atlantic  White men on the Pacific  Life’s a wishing well wish it all away  I wish for a storm to end it all today    [jD][Verse2]   Spit and phlegm dripped   From my nose and mouth  Half shaven I’m drunk on luck  My ship still floats   And the world still burns  My ship will sink  While the earth still turns  Get it  Scribbling away   Fingers covered in filth  Clouds start to form  The storm settles in  It begins to snow  Rapidly   The ocean is covered  Miles and miles of snow  Miles and miles and miles of snow  It’s beautiful  My ship can’t break it  I’m stuck   I jump overboard  Face first into the powder   I swallow a mouthful   And make angels  I lay there so long   So long the snow is so deep  I lay there so long  The sky I can’t see  I’m suffocating and I know it  I know it  But I love it    [jD][Chorus]  Shades of gray amber skies  Deep blue sea's static lines  Snow blankets the shores  Hide the drugs in the floor  Sleigh rides on the Atlantic  White men on the Pacific  Life’s a wishing well wish it all away  I wish for a storm to end it all today    [jD][Outro]  Shades of gray amber skies  Deep blue sea's static lines  Wish it all away  I wish for a storm to end it all today    these lyrics are submitted by Sloane