[1st Verse]    I used to be the ideal nigga   Preppy like Hilfiger  Pretty vill nigga   But wanted to make my dollar bill bigger  Turned into a field nigga  Not pickin' cotton   But pickin' up mics and rockin'  Recoppin' so I can feel richer  So I started drinkin' real liquor  Send me a groupie  And I will stick her real quick   The dilsnick it will hit her ex pills  I can feel nigga best deals   you can get the steal  If you ill I'm concealed with a  Technina millameter by my side  God used to guide me Lucifer beside me  Evil was lively trippin' with wifey  Never was treatin' her nicely  What this music got me into   This is the message Imma send to  God the evil shit I've been through  Lettin' me really know what sin do  Listen cuz the hurt cut me deep like a ginsu    [Chorus]    This life   Caught up in the fame  In the end will I forever  Burn in the flame   This life   I live in the rain  I'm an angel but the devil's  Possessing my brain     [repeat 2x]    [2nd Verse]    This life   Full of money bitches weed and riches  Kansas City niggas grind it  Cook it up in the kitchen   Pay attention to the corner nigga  Roguish and rugged   Nigga fuck it it's a must  I conceal it and tuck it   This life  Can make a nigga murder for nothin'  This life   For the money have you fakin' and frontin'  This life  Can make a nigga take a deal with the devil   This life   Got me rippin' up shit in my kennel   Ya see I live in the rain   Laugh at the storm  And mastered the pawn   Bringin' war at the crack of the dawn   Tottin' the bomb   A nigga with a third eye vision   Like a malachi blowin' smoke in the sky  See the world through the eyes of a real nigga  Look into my eyes  You can tell I'm a rider   More shows more clothes   More hoes more dough   And no foes yo     [Chorus]    This life  Caught up in the fame  In the end will I forever   Burn in the flame  This life  I live in the rain  I'm an angel but the devil's   Possessing my brain     [repeat 2x]    [3rd Verse]    Some times I wonder  How did I survive   With all this drama in front of me   Poppa went out like a bitch   For runnin' from me   Though momma never lied  She cried   Seen me sittin' in prison  Servin' a sentence   With bad intentions   Still no repentance  I'm heart broken while chokin'  On a joint dipped in water   And high hopin' the future's wide open  For my daughter my eyes are open  To all animosity constantly  Falling quickly the devil calls it  A blessing to cross Nitty   Lessons are taught quickly  Hell my pride will die with me  Then to repeat back   To the penitentiary visit me   Hell bound coffin dwellin'  Before a life in the cell yelllin'  Now free me   I'm in desperate need immediately  Truthfully speakin'  My life from night to day  24 hours I fight   Despite this hell to pay  Can't wait to see the day   When my adventures begin  With this here life of sin   I'm all in     [Chorus]    This life  Caught up in the fame  In the end will I forever   Burn in the flame  This life  I live in the rain  I'm an angel but the devil's   Possessing my brain    Is it heaven or hell  I really can't tell  It half cupid half relic  My life is anghellic  So I dance with the devils  And I fly with the angel   And I stand on a level  Where mind is so tangled