He's always on my mind,   from the time i wake up   'till i close my eyes   he's everywhere i go   he's all i know      'Though he's so far away   it's just keeps getting stronger   every day   and even now he's gone   i'm still holding on      So tell me where do i start   'cause it's breaking my heart   don't wanna let him go      chorus:   Maybe my love will come back some day   only heaven knows   and maybe our hearts will find their way   only heaven knows   and all i can do is hope and pray   'cause heaven knows      My friends keep telling me   that if you really love him   you've gotta set him free   and if he returns in kind   i'll know he's mine      So tell me where do i start   'cause it's breaking my heart   don't wanna let him go      chorus      Why i live in despair   'cause while awake or dreaming   i know he's never there   and all these time i act so brave   i'm shaking inside   why does it hurt me so...      chorus      heaven knows...