And I hate what I've become  Childhood photographs are faded like the memories  Lost inside my head  Because I sold my soul for cheap   In exchange for empty promises  They've all been broken  He came to me in my sleep    How can I turn this all around?  How can I turn it inside out?  Will I ever be okay?  How can I turn this all around?  How can I turn it inside out?  A shot in the dark is all I have    If I am what you say  Take what's left and run away  And if i am what you say  Then why are you still here? Run away  If i am what you say  Take what's left and run away    Maybe I was marked for martyrdom from birth  Maybe I was made to leave my mark on this planet  Losing it all in the process    They say that hell is for sinners  I say it's for those who never had a shot